F(UCK)ear is stupid, and so am I(T)
If I Were A Book
If I were a book
I would fill it with song,
with truths I have witnessed,
and a love letter to mom
Written from the heart,
a vulnerable place,
where thoughts cannot hide
and are eaten up instead
I would give it some drama,
then a period of rest,
filled with pictures of Earth
and things from my treasure chest
I would share what I learned,
and all I have practiced
I would put on a show,
for an unassuming audience
I would plant many seeds,
reaping what I sow
then cook a great meal,
for loved ones and guests unknown
I would fill all the margins
with meaningless notes,
doodles of shapes,
of various colors and tones
I would press pretty flowers
on the randomest pages
I would leave dried tears
to mark an occasion
I would end with a prayer
of hope, remembrance and thanks
I would do it all
all over again
